Why? again and again and again.....

Why is it when something is going ok it seems to end up wrong, especially with friends!!!!!! My only real friend is now probably going to move schools. I fell like the biggest outsider when i have no friends and its almost like i'm ignored and to be honest i hate it. I know that at times i laugh at everything and it might look like i'm happy on the outside but i'm really crying and sad on the inside. It doesn't happen all the times just really when i feel alone. Well not to drop my life in your hands, whoever is reading this, so i think i will just live life no matter what comes at me. I just have to push through it all.

Basketball!!!!

Tody was so great!!! The jv team( i'm on it) we won against pioneer. IT WAS AMAZINGLY AMAZING!!!!!!! I can't wait until we win again it's such a great feeling.....

Why?

Why? Why does everything you do matter to someone? It doesnt make sence to be mad or anything to anyone for any reason. People get mad and a moments it's ok to but at other moments it makes no sence to, talk it over and move on. I really strongly believe in the saying "you don't know someone until you walk around in there shoes". I really only beleive in it because its true there is no way you can really go around the fact that you don't know someone as well as you thought. Why do what kids say matter? If they say something to you, as long as you know that it isn't true it shouldn't matter that the say anything. In anything of everything it all comes down to you. You have the choice of listening to people but you also have the choice not to listen to them.