SuperBowl!!

Stealers won!!!!!!! I totally knew they were goin to win!!!!! They had so many great plays and especially touchdowns, they were off the hook.!!! hahaha :)

Lonely....like an orange with a bunch of apples!!!!!!!

So it's really hard not having someone there like the way it was. I have made friends but it's hard talking to them about the same sex but i love having them around they make me happy it's just the past that hurts!!!!!!!!!!!

*FIREWORKS.....in a night sky!!!!!!!

Well there was this guy named e.vargas, he was cute, nice, sweet, funny, everything you could think of, he even looked like nick jonas! :) It was one of those crushes, like when your 10 and you write there name in you notebooks and you stare at them like there's only that one person in the room with you. The reality is i actually did all that....haha! He was a new student in my math class and sat behind me. The first time i got courage to talk to him, i asked what the homework was, at lunch, the funny thing he knew i already had it. We became friends after a while. He knew i liked him and read my notebooks, which had his name in them. Once i ended up playing "charlies angels", i hit the lockers rolling, i did just for him notice me, bad idea. He moved away but we kept in touch, he even came down to visit me. I remember every time i saw him i would melt. Like when you feel every emotion at once. My knees would shake non-stop, i wouldn't be able to breath, i would turn red, and just melt. After a while we met at the mall and he kissed me!!!!!!!!!! It was like fireworks. I felt like i never wanted that feeling to go away. It was like those movie kisses, where they lean in and it's perfect. After that we would talk on the phone for so long. He made me smile even when he said nothing.The only sad thing is he ended up moving again. He never really came back. We still talk but now he has fallen for a different girl. No matter what happened, he is and i hope will always be my friend. :)

BASKETBALL!!!!!!!!!!! :)

WE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE BEET DEL MAR AND ARE OFF ON A GOOD NOTE.

I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THURSDAY, ITS ANOTHER GAME........YEAH WE CAN WIN....again!!!!!!!!!!

Why? again and again and again.....

Why is it when something is going ok it seems to end up wrong, especially with friends!!!!!! My only real friend is now probably going to move schools. I fell like the biggest outsider when i have no friends and its almost like i'm ignored and to be honest i hate it. I know that at times i laugh at everything and it might look like i'm happy on the outside but i'm really crying and sad on the inside. It doesn't happen all the times just really when i feel alone. Well not to drop my life in your hands, whoever is reading this, so i think i will just live life no matter what comes at me. I just have to push through it all.

Basketball!!!!

Tody was so great!!! The jv team( i'm on it) we won against pioneer. IT WAS AMAZINGLY AMAZING!!!!!!! I can't wait until we win again it's such a great feeling.....

Why?

Why? Why does everything you do matter to someone? It doesnt make sence to be mad or anything to anyone for any reason. People get mad and a moments it's ok to but at other moments it makes no sence to, talk it over and move on. I really strongly believe in the saying "you don't know someone until you walk around in there shoes". I really only beleive in it because its true there is no way you can really go around the fact that you don't know someone as well as you thought. Why do what kids say matter? If they say something to you, as long as you know that it isn't true it shouldn't matter that the say anything. In anything of everything it all comes down to you. You have the choice of listening to people but you also have the choice not to listen to them.